What You Want to be yah!?

I am under bond. Binds me like a slave and forces me to work on things I do not enjoy.
It is amazing, how many people who are under bond just automatically assume that they will carry on because they found their "career". If they wanted to leave, they are convinced that they do not know what to do. Not sure of their future plans.

My bond will be completed when I am 32 yrs of age. I do not worry at all. I just see it from the other side - that there is so much choice of jobs that I do not know what to choose!!

Maybe that's idealistic, maybe its unrealistic. But it is an ideal that is drawn from my belief. And my belief is that for the good of my spiritual well being, I should take on a less hectic and less stressful work. At the rate I am working, I will be totally burned out before I hit middle age.

I will definitely want to spend more time on my practice, which sad to say, has come to a miserable state of negligence. Let's not forget about the precious human existence and make full use of it to the return of originality, clarity and emptiness.